The sun comes up slowly and I can see the rays peeking through the blinds to my window. If you had reached out to touch the rays against the pane you would feel that the sun does not show the true temperature of the outside. It is cold as ice. I feel as though I have been sleeping for days rather than a few hours. My body aches and my eyes hurt. As I roll my face back into my pillow I feel a small hand move against my back, it lifts slowly, and comes down again with a hard slapping sound.
I groan with a slight smile on my face and turn over to see the little four toothed grin of my nine month old son. He is wide awake and ready for the day.
My just turning in his direction brings a giggle to his lips and wakes my husband. His strong arm wraps around his child and the kid laughs with the excitement of the morning. I know in my heart that this is where I was always meant to be.
This is the place my heart has always longed for and I can’t imagine not having it every day for the rest of my life. I don’t know what my life was like before these moments. I can’t even think about how I survived without these two amazing souls next to me. These breaths remind me that so many decisions could have changed my course and I am thankful for everything up until this time. I am no longer left wondering and wandering.
This is my forever fit.
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